5:55pm

omfg 

this is so sad

i just got permission from my mom to pursue whatever i like.

yep, after my self-esteem and ability to handle criticism has been completely destroyed by her remarks, for YEARS.

5:43pm
5:42pm "

Then one of the students with blue hair and a tongue stud
Says that America is for him a maximum-security prison

Whose walls are made of RadioShacks and Burger Kings, and MTV episodes
Where you can’t tell the show from the commercials,

And as I consider how to express how full of shit I think he is,
He says that even when he’s driving to the mall in his Isuzu

Trooper with a gang of his friends, letting rap music pour over them
Like a boiling Jacuzzi full of ballpeen hammers, even then he feels

Buried alive, captured and suffocated in the folds
Of the thick satin quilt of America

And I wonder if this is a legitimate category of pain,
or whether he is just spin doctoring a better grade,

And then I remember that when I stabbed my father in the dream last night,
It was not blood but money

That gushed out of him, bright green hundred-dollar bills
Spilling from his wounds, and—this is the weird part—,

He gasped “Thank god—those Ben Franklins were
Clogging up my heart—

And so I perish happily,
Freed from that which kept me from my liberty”—

Which was when I knew it was a dream, since my dad
Would never speak in rhymed couplets,

And I look at the student with his acne and cell phone and phony ghetto clothes
And I think, “I am asleep in America too,

And I don’t know how to wake myself either,”
And I remember what Marx said near the end of his life:

“I was listening to the cries of the past,
When I should have been listening to the cries of the future.”

But how could he have imagined 100 channels of 24-hour cable
Or what kind of nightmare it might be

When each day you watch rivers of bright merchandise run past you
And you are floating in your pleasure boat upon this river

Even while others are drowning underneath you
And you see their faces twisting in the surface of the waters

And yet it seems to be your own hand
Which turns the volume higher?

"

“America,” by Tony Hoagland (via compassing)

just in time for July 4th lol

5:36pm "People will kill you over time, and how they’ll kill you is with tiny, harmless phrases, like: “be realistic."
Dylan Moran (via arpeggia)
5:28pm escranesque:

白蛇伝 (1958)
5:11pm
5:07pm

YEEEEEEEZUUUUUUS

that is all.

4:56pm womenfashionstyle:

classic
9:25pm

One phrase from Naked Lunch stood out to me: the concept of American Drag.

A literal American Drag, in the middle of the most conservative, right-winged homophobic suburb of the most conservative, right-winged and homophobic county. 

OK I’m going to make this epic side blog now. BRB

5:38pm
5:34pm
5:33pm mdtepsic:

Mick Jagger, William S. Burroughs and Andy Warhol awkwardly looking into their plates at the dinner table.

lmfao
but still
can’t believe these three people existed. together. at a dinner table.
5:32pm men get into something not aimed at their gender: get special titles like "brony." recognition by creators. heralded for defying gender appeal. get documentary.
women get into something not aimed at their gender: not real fans. probably secret friend zone warriors deadset on erasing men from the human race. get insulting demeaning memes and sexual harassment.
5:31pm stopdropandvogue:

perfect rainbow over boston
12:11pm omg
an asian guy who’s actually buff